If anyone knows me at all, you know that I despise change. I'm the person who gets the same thing at my favorite restaurant, gets ready in the same order every morning, and has to make sure my towels are folded the same way every time. I am a creature of consistency. Lately my struggle to push away change has been pushing against me, and I am losing horribly.
Our house is officially on the market. I am excited to move, but sad at the same time. Won't I miss our first house as a married couple or the walls that I gazed at as I was nursing Ava every hour every night for the first month? Also, the stress of keeping the house clean and put together all of the time just in case there is a showing while I'm at work. I don't know how people manage to sell there homes and keep it neat and tidy while still "living" in it.
Then, what if our house doesn't sell?! Oh, I am just at a cross roads. I need to just give into the change and go with the flow just like I do in my work life, but I've got to have control over something! HELP!
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About Me
- Bethany
- I am a busy working mom and wife. At work, I spend my day caring for critically ill children. I am a mother of three. My first daughter, Ava, is one of God's greatest gifts to me. My second daughter, Gracie, was born sleeping at 16 weeks. I think about her everyday, and will see her again someday. Our third daughter, Emi, is our little miracle who had to beet the odds. I just stare at her in amazement everyday. At home, I spend my day chasing after my forever energized toddler and trying to keep our house "somewhat" in order.
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